sometimes I look back at who I was, what I did, and the decisions that i made, I feel regret...and then after looking back and thinking about all that...I regret thinking about such nonsense because then I'm fully aware that I'm daydreaming -__-
I can't change anything. What's done is done.
but...i can change now.
I've always been the type to be very open, honest, VERY OUTGOING. But in the past I've learned how to build walls and protect my heart just because I know how love is realistically. Now that I've finally opened my heart...completely, I feel..deceived? Betrayed? Broken? I don't know. I'm not that scared anymore, you know...to get hurt. I think I've been so hurt so many times that I'm so used to it. The one thing I'm afraid of is losing someone I care about, it doesn't even have to be a boyfriend...it could be a friend, family?
...oh Gosh, what am I doing here on xanga? I have to go to class
Comments (1)
oh bless! thank you for keeping xanga alive!
no you can't change the past. but why would you? it got you to where you are today. ;)